No, not that Big “O”.
My big “O”: OUTINGS.
Just the thought of being amongst people causes uneasiness in me. Family functions are even worse. I avoid them at all cost, much to the annoyance of my cousin, who knows how I feel. Im just not comfortable being out unless its to do something for or with my daughter.
Its also why my dating life isnt as active as it used to be years ago. I don’t want to be seen.
One day, though. I believe in me.